A new outlook

I've realized that what panics me the most about the bar exam is not so much failing, but the shame I will feel if I fail. And people fail all the time so hearing people tell me that I won't is pointless. It happens. So I've decided that in the event that I fail, I don't care what anyone thinks. I can beat myself up enough for the world. That being said, if I'm not constantly worried about failing then I can take the test with a calm and level head. Not panicking in the exam is crucial for me. Panic makes me get a bad grade. So I am going to not panic these next two weeks and do my best to finish preparing. That's all I can do. Let's go!!