Kinda over all this bar review stuff

Week two. It's getting worse. I'm really tired. I keep feeling like I'm falling behind because I'm spending way more time on assignments than I should be. It's hard to walk away from a subject when you haven't mastered it all. 

My jaw is always clenched and my brain always wants liquor. 

I can't sleep at night, but I'm super sleepy all day long. 

I had my first bar review induced panic attack sometime this week. They always come when I'm taking a break. I can't even remember how long it lasted or how it went away. It was just gone and things were normal again. As normal as things can be, I suppose. 

On a totally irrelevant note, my handwriting has never been better.