I think it is very clear that I am a masochist - not in the "sexual deviant" kind of way, but in the "pain and deprivation makes me feel good" kind of way. It has been 12 days since I gave up soda. I feel like shit. I started out feeling pretty solid. I wasn't bloated, wasn't having tons of cravings, and was proud of myself. The last few days have been rough, tho. My head and neck ache like crazy. It's just this annoying, constant ache. No medication I take makes me feel better; therefore, I must attribute it to the lack of soda.
As far as law school goes, that journey continues to be a pain my ass. I have not heard anything positive from any schools. Most have not updated the online status checker since February. St. Mary's, on the other hand, finally updated yesterday. They let me know that they have made a decision and that I should expect their response via "surface mail." I went to the post office today - nothing there. I am not able to go until after 3 p.m. tomorrow, so I will have another crappy and impatient day. ugh...it's also a writing center day. Days like this make me wish I drank.
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